I just wanted to write this, its gonna be short so please if you can read ,read it ,if you dont want thenk okay.
My mother when was in hospital with my sister before 6 years she meet one boy and his mother, the boy was blink and he already had so many operations, he was seriously sick , cancer and stuffs.
Yesterday how i hear from mother ,that boy has died, he couldn't see the life, he couldn't be happy like others . How much i know there is years and years that his mother and that boy didnt leave the hospital, he was just getting in more horrible and horrible situation , he couldnt do anything , and his mother i believe she was in deep pain watching his soon in bed and in the pain.
I belive he is now up there with angels and God, and he doesnt feel the pain who he used to feel in this world , that he can finally see everything and can run around . This is seriously hard to write ...
And after all we think that we have problems , that we doesnt have friends, that we need everything , what about the others, what about the kids who are dying , what about them , we have everything , we can see , we can walk we have both of hands and legs.
We are not completly lonely .
I saw that boy once in my life, he did come to our house with his mother, and i just remember that dad told me to not say hey look at this, cuz he couldnt see, i jusr almost start crying then , realizing that he can only hear and not see colors and stuffs. And day by the day i realized how actually im happy , i m happy with my life .
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